Feeling sort of Blah

posted 16 April 2002


Pointless
Why is everything I do so
Hopeless
Why aren't I looking forward any more?

Dumb
Thoughts are all that come to mind so
Numb
I am, feel things only in my mind now

Blank
Too empty to even write this line I
Thank
Myself for that random sparking neuron

Slow
My thoughts, my actions and my life
Know
now that I am not happy this way

Tired
I'm constantly on the point of shutting down
Wired
With drugs that don't flip out the search dogs

When
did this happen what went on?
Ten
Seconds ago I almost gave up on this song too

Sad
that my life is not going the way I want
Mad
to think that any life would do that

Jaded
by first love that wasn't really love at all
Hated
for no good reason I can think of

Want
One that I can never have, the
Hunt
is on for another one so perfect

Crying
is something I no longer do
Trying
to do it, I can't even when I want to

Not
Giving up even when it seems the right thing
Rot
you scum, I'm gonna fight to be happy again.

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