Feeling sort of Blah
Why is everything I do so
Why aren't I looking forward any more?
Thoughts are all that come to mind so
I am, feel things only in my mind now
Too empty to even write this line I
Myself for that random sparking neuron
My thoughts, my actions and my life
now that I am not happy this way
I'm constantly on the point of shutting down
With drugs that don't flip out the search dogs
did this happen what went on?
Seconds ago I almost gave up on this song too
that my life is not going the way I want
to think that any life would do that
by first love that wasn't really love at all
for no good reason I can think of
One that I can never have, the
is on for another one so perfect
is something I no longer do
to do it, I can't even when I want to
Giving up even when it seems the right thing
you scum, I'm gonna fight to be happy again.